It reached a point where i felt like I wasn’t good enough, worthy enough and didn’t deserve anything in life. Nothing seemed to be going my way or how i would have wanted it to. I felt inferior. Constantly thought if I could be so and so, then maybe things could be different. You know that little devil in your head that thinks the worst of every situation; yeah, that’s what I always listened to.
There was so much negativity around me that it became hard to block everything out. Left, right and centre were all this people wanting me to become someone I’m not. I became such a disappointment to everyone since I ” couldn’t get anything right”. It got to the point where all I could see was the failure that I am and nothing else. No one could tell me otherwise since it was already implanted in me.
It took me so long to think positively about myself, to feed positivity into my otherwise negative brain. To believe in myself and realise that their words don’t define me. I learnt to embrace myself and do what I know and do best. What the rest think of me don’t define me and it sure won’t change who I am. I became the best version of myself and stopped being accountable to anyone but me. That might sound rude but for your peace of mind, you need to tune some people out.
I’m not writing any of this as some sob story but I wanna tell people they’re more than the world deem you to be. You might not be good at one thing but excellent at another. Focus on that and be the best you can be in it. Life is too short to keep on thinking what the world thinks of you. You’re enough and when you start believing in you, the world will believe in you too. It all begins with you.
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